Hi dear bloggers.

it's been so long, way too lloonngggg i may say
well, since the last that i blogged, changes has taken place, way too many changes.

Work,
I have started working full time again
same company, just under a different branch
but again, i am asking for a transfer,
to be back where i feel like family instead of an outsider
i'm through feeling like that everyday right now.

of course, it is because of conflicts with the principal
that i am currently facing but still keeping my cool about it.
made a promise to myself to not make enemies.
well, working in this industry was never easy right?
especially the shit that we are currently experiencing as early childhood educators.
but still, my passion for kids never left.
i am still in love with sharing my knowledge with them.
seeing how they grow, feeling accomplished when they actually succeed in something
i guess, its the fruits of labour that keep us teachers going.

School,
yes, school is currently part time.
and i can say that i can salute those who has actually been doing this long term
i am surviving, but i am barely surviving that at times, i get so disappointed in myself.
it's hard when you're fighting for something, and at the same time, it doesn't permit you so
always thinking of changing the route, but i shouldn't even give up on the initial planss.
life is tough isn't it

Relationship,
i spend less time thinking about this,
cause it is not in my very top priority list
however, ever since the boy has ORD-ed
all he has been thinking about is our future
not his, but ours
every decision of his, has me a part of it
and i can never be thankful enough cause i dont' spend much time thinking about it
so for now, we are just taking things slow, and seeing what the future will bring us.
insyaAllah

Family,
my sister has gotten married
and of course things has changed
i have my own room now and i sleep by myself on my big bed
which i truly love, but at the same time, wish that my sister was still here.
but we all are growing up.
even Isaac is, and he is already done with Nlevels
i wanna see him excel
i wanna see him get the best education and i will definitely try to help when needed to make it smooth for him
all this is yet again, already planned by God.
but then, we can't wait for things to happen on it's own.
we work for it, work for things we want to achieve
with a little prayer, everything goes a long way
Amin

so here's my update till now
it's almost the end of 2013. i still can't believe how time is passing by so fast.
wish it could slow down a little

till then bloggers

xoxo,
Aqilah Oreth