we use to share everything
we use to have the same ringtone
we use to do everything together
where are you now?i once told this girl, who was sad.
i told her "everything happens for a reason"
she said, if losing a friend happens for a reason, then ........( i forgot. haha)
it made me ponder on myself
did i lose a very great friend i once have
someone who shared her joy and sadness with me
and me pouring out my thoughts knowing that she'll be there
is she still there?
idk
i've made new great friends in poly
trust me, they are good.
but i've never yet forget the ones i use to hang out with
the one i played the playground and did silly stuff to embarrass ourselves
where are they now?
they are just among us, trying to fit in wherever they are.
good luck to that
whatever we do things for people,
we have to be ikhlas(sincere) and never expect anything in return
that's what i believe in, and that's what daddy has taught us.
i believe that everything i do for my friends, are all from deep inside me
with nothing in return at all
if they ditch me, then i'll learn, really learn from my mistakes
cause it happened for a reason
maybe i'll gain more love from other people, maybe not
and this is when patience come in
its all the same in life, even when it comes to love
people come and go, some stay right there in your life, those are the ones you should really treasure
i'm not saying that i'm a great friend
i am just trying to be that to all my friends
being there for them when they are in need.
hoping to be the best for that friend, always reminding them they're not alone.
this goes out to Syida
& thanks khai and april
&& thanks babysai and rach and mel bea
&&& thanks daddy for ideas on the speech
&&&& thanks ben and maxine(the gorgeous!) and zach
&&&&& thanks everyone who have been my friend
this is random, i'm just really a nervous wreck right now for my speech tomorrow
wish my luck!
i need it, to not freak out, be confident and stand out
i shall not laugh!
*crossfingers*
thank god FP is done *phew
got to work on GISP tomorrow
its never ending assignments for me
yeah, that's the life
xoxo,
aqilahoreth
cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 12:03 AM
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
GONG XI FA CAI ((:
HONG BAO NA LAI
hello all, its the second day of the lunar new year
and i can say, its been a great holidays ((:
maybe the part where i spent time with the family,
not the thinking about assignments part
grandma apparently does not have to mood to celebrate,
so lets skip that, nothing much happened during my CNY this year
just got back from Ben house, and i can i say,
his parents was super friendly, and Ben didn't offer me drink
instead his dad asked the maid to take it.
tsktsk, Ben is a bad host
and he told his parents that i can bake kek lapis
which i apparently did for CNY despite the busy schedule!
tsktsk
and i volunteered to make for them one
((:
haha, i'm such a nice friend right!
had to come back early
and now, i'm all alone at home
got to be a good girl and finish all my assignments ((:
i'm a good princess right? i knowww
hehehehehe.
back to work
endless time on the computer :/ i hate
got to put up a movie though, its too quiet
eerrriiieeee
hahahahha
xoxo,
aqilahoreth
ps/ ignore the last post, just ranting, i'm fine (:
cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 12:33 PM
Friday, January 23, 2009
i'm tired
i'm exhausted
i'm sick of everything
can anyone hear me?it seems that everything i do is wrong.
i don't know what i'll ever do right
perhaps i suck as a friend, a daughter, a sister
idk
i just need a solitude away from everything
it hurts, it bites
its a doggy dog world that sucks
god, take me away
somewhere where i'm less troubled
i seem to get back to where i started everytime i run away
i can never learn to not make myself stress
)':
HAPPY 18th my dear NASRIAH
i hope the surprise was alright
i love you alright?
may all your wanted wishes come true my dear
xoxo,
aqilahoreth
cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 9:36 PM
hello darls.
i'm dead
yet again, it was a veryyyy long week
doing assignments, and more assignments
i guess its never going to end.
i'm going to keep putting pressure on myself.
on a happier note,
i got B+ for GISP for individual work
its not that good, but i think its better then last semester?
FP wasn't that good. i got C for group and C+ for individual
err, what else?
idk, just looking out for more results?
its going to be the end of semester 2
and then i'm going to start year 2 in poly
i'm very scared yet pretty excited = mixed feelings maybe?
i need a break, yes a very HUGE break before year 2
things i wanna do during the break
- get a job? if i'm able to
- go suntanning in Sentosa, though i'm dark enough, i just want to get to the beach
- do more exercise, i miss my pool ): rahhrahh
- hang out with lovelys! meaning all my friends
- sleepover maybe?
- more sleep!
okay, that's all for now i think?
i've got to shop, for idk what.
lol, i'm still waiting for a new phone
ps, i'm really tired and its going to be a chore to get to school later :/
someone, please quickly get your driving license and drive me to school
mel bea? ben? sista i love?
i'm in desperate need of caramel macchiato and oreo cheesecake.
anyone?
gahh, my post is boring.
sorryyy
i'll try to do a better post the next time
xoxo,
aqilahoreth
cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 12:47 PM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
this is tagged by my dear syafiqah (MI) i loveee, and yes, i miss 08B3 so,so much
from the bottom of my heart
08B3!!! wo hen xiang ni!
((:
Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a note with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 16 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.
I.....
1. I've got a smelly bolster and its like my smelly blanket that i lostt ((:
2. I am super extremely loud with a retarded laugh which is quite addictive
3. When i'm sad, i'm really sad and people will know it because i'll get very quiet so its so not aqilah
4. I LOVE SAIDATULFATIMAH BTE OMAR & RACHEL MAK LEE WERN & MELISSA BEA & NATASHA KEIRA & THE OOT-OOTs & DETENTION CREW ((:
5. I snore :P seriously, i'm a small girl who makes alot of noise because i practically loveee to push myself to the edge which is not good?
6. I LOVE MY STARLIGHT (sista!)(: , SLAM, JDI!
7. I have too many friends to be accounted for, but i love them just as much!
8. I don't like to sit properly. LOL
9. I am very random! HA! get it, random? like this random things i've got to talk about myself?
10. Even if i come back at 2am, i'll still take a shower, by hook or by crook.
11. I'm this hyperactive girl that you'll never forget :P
12. I think about others more than i think about myself, even if its my enemy, that's not good.
13. I'm afraid of the dark, insects, needles, angry mum, angry dad, angry friends. whoaa, scaryyyy
14. i don't see myself as pretty/gorgeous/awesome/the best. i look up to my sister more ((: cause she's the bestest friend i'll even haveeee
15. idk? fill this up for me?
16. am prone to incidents. like seriously, idk why though, it seem to be more this year? i just tripped just now, and hit my elbow, ouchhyy.
16 people i tag ((:
1. NATASHA KEIRA, cause she's at Dubai and i she's my bffe! and imh )):
2. KOOTKOOT (REBECCA). cause i love her
3. TOOTTOOT (DEANNA). cause i love her tooo (:
4. EVANGELINE. so i can get her mind off LKY! and she's the one who want to jio me to aussie after 10 yearS! HA!
5. SHASHARINA. cause she's been missing in my life!
6. JESLIN, cause she's my cinta ((:
7. TOHJIAXIN. cause i've missed her and i've been so busy that i don't get to chat with her )):
8. JULENE. cause she's always been my cheerleader (:
9. MAXINE. cause she's my madness midnight friend whom i missed too!
10. MELISSA BEA. the woman i loveee, and the first ever best friend in ngee ann (:
11. AMEERA. the bimbo i still love, and i miss alot!
12. SHERYL. my hyper camp friend that i loveeee so much!
13. BOY! cause, i always meet him on MONDAY! this is random. LOL
14. LIYANA (tall) cause she always saves me, my superwoman! and i loveee her (:
15. SYADARIENA, MJ whom i'm missing! alotalot!
16. finallyyyy KAK MARIA CANTIK! so that she can cheer up ((:
yay!
okay, i'm just doing this tag,
i'm going to work on FP now
toodlesss!
xoxo,
aqilahoreth
cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 8:48 PM
Monday, January 19, 2009
HEAVY PHOTO IMA
GESSSS
1A01 VISIT TO THE NATIONAL MUSEUM ((:
SENTOSA WITH SHABBY AND FAMILY I LOVEEEE
DETENTION DANCE PERFORMANCE AT KOVAN HUB
((:
hello dear bloggers
i'm sorry i have been MISSING FROM THE BLOG
been working on assignments + dance practices = late nights and early morning
and yes i got sick again )):
its not good!
pffttt
anyone want to bring me here?!
wo yao qi disney princess on ice!
puh lease!
if only i had a million dollars. LOL
just to go to disney on ice?
not logical.
I'M DONE WITH ANOTHER 2 ASSIGNMENTS!
yippeee yay!
i've got to do more though )):
its never ending work, but i'm glad that most of it done?
because its coming to the end of school semester
and before we all know it, i'm going to year 2
zomgzomg, so fast!
i'm dead now
body aching,
i hope the pictures make up to me being missing?
haha
i'm reallyy sorry
I WANT A NEW PHONE )):
something to call my own!
i hate to be patient
cause patience is virtue
and sharing is caring (((:
okay, before i start yapping and crapping
toodles!
and thanks people, for the tags left on the board,
its going to help for my STB ((:
lovelove!
xoxo,
aqilahoreth
cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 8:00 PM
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have knownhello dearest bloggers,
i know i've been MIA from this blog
assignments + dance = killing me
but i like it ((: at least i've got something to do?
rather than nothing and growing fatter each day.
pffttt
GISP (indiv) - done
CAYC (indiv) - done
LAECY (test) - done
*proudofmyself*
CDTP(group) - 19th Jan
LAECY(group) - 19th Jan
and of course there's more?
its never ending right
plenty to learn, so little time.
& Congrats to those who did well for O's
and to those who did not, please, stop broading over it,
i did that, only to realise that i can't be in that situation forever, cause i definitely can't turn back time,
so move on my dear people, you still got your life to live.
the future is not that bad even if you've not done well
there's definitely alternatives to chose from.
it'll be fine alright ((:
call me or message me if you need to!
&&
HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAR REBECCA KOOTKOOT!sorry this is veryyyy late.
but i hope you liked out lil surprise, from the oot-oots
esp to you,
rebecca cried upon hearing tasha's voice
cause yes, at times, i cry too.
thinking about her being all the way there, just wishing she was here
)':
rahhrahh
tasha, this is how much we missed youand yeah, i think the oot-oots cried that nightwe all miss you babe ):anyway, becca, may all your wanted wishes come true and i really love you from the bottom of my heart,
i could never ask for anything more.
&&& this is random
butttt.......
I LOVE BABY SAIDA, BABY RACH, & BABY MELLYY BEA!
& also BABY SYAH!
ahhaa
we talked just now,
super randommmm
okay, back to CDTP and endless hours on the com
which i pretty much hate now
&&&& rach thinks Singapore is going to get a tornado or tsunami because the wind's very strong this few days
i nearly flew off
LOL
rach is super retard
and my wound is kinda healing
but daddy said its going to take a long time
it just bleed that day
thanks ar knee
hehehehehe
toodles!
xoxo,
aqilahoreth ((:
cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 9:07 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
princess anais i love
sister i love
cousin michy i love
evan i love.
Oh hold me,
like you mean it
Like you miss me
cause I know that you dohello yet again,
this may be yet another rant
cause i'm stressed out
wound is not making me feel any better
)):
i need to run far away, after semester ends
and take a break, before i get back to year 2
mummy & daddy, a nice getaway at a nice beach for CNY okay?
thank youuu
sister has been so nice to me
and yes, they've been calling me lame cause i've been walking lame-ly
pain can everytime i walk!
CAYC assignment due on MONDAY!
monday is like 2 days away?
then LAECY quiz MONDAY
why is everything MONDAY?!
pfft, i'm going to have monday blues )):
i got my STB mini speech question
Should polytechnic students wear school uniforms?
i want to hear your views on it! do reply via tagboard ((:
okay, back to work and then to bed!
((:
ps/ i'm sorry for this blog being very boring. i know the updates are, just bear with me, going through a difficult(assignments) moment in life. hahaha. and i'm sorry there's no tag replies, extermely sorryyy.
xoxo,
aqilahoreth
cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 10:09 PM
Friday, January 9, 2009
peek-a-boo!
stephanie, racheal, me, EVAN!, glanys ((:
i know i've got two ugly pictures up
i've got a scar!
rahhrahhh
last time was my right, now left,
i think my leg wants the marks to be balanced
i fell while rollerblading last night
)):
note to self, please don't be blind
my right eye was actually hurting last night
and oh crap, i had to scrape my knee )):
and now, i'm like a retard, cause basically my knee hurts when it moves
so less movement = less pain
i need my nurse!
ahhaaha
mike! come be my nurse (:
met mel bea and rach yesterday
i loveee you both!
and i missed mel bea alot till i screamed when i met her!
and hugged her tightly!
saidababy couldn't come as her grandma was really sick
insyallah, nenek will be fine okay baby?
then after assignment
went to meet dearest EVAN
that's the first picture of this post
((:
nicey right?
evan asked why i wear dress with shoes
cool what?!
hahahaha
and i made new friends
yay ((:
and then rollerblading at night
with my darling cousins
how i wish shabby dear was there with us
i'm missing you so much SHASHARINA!
just so you knowwww
longgg dayyy
and i slept earlyyy
((:
yay!
and today, GISP assignment due!
pfft, but i'm done, just need to send it
and i've got to do my last e-learning work, then i'm done for the day.
okey-dehh
my leg hurts like crap
pfftt
die!
xoxo,
aqilahoreth
cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 10:36 AM
Monday, January 5, 2009
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy talei've been on the computer since morning
my eyes are popping out
i'm trying to complete e-learning since just now
the weather is unpredictable
pfft
i'm getting a migrane
oh greatt
):
poo-poo
assignments are done bits by bits
my new year resolution of ranting kaput
bleahhh
can it get any worse than this
i should stop ranting now
okay goodbye
'aqilahoreth
cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 6:00 PM
Sunday, January 4, 2009
hello people!
yet another post from me
but who reads it? idk
haha
i just hope it dosen't bore you(bloggers) that's all ((:
first and foremost, i miss my lil princess, who's most probably still in France ):
come back soon princess, and she loves to drown me in her kisses
secondly, pics from the bottom onwards are from the bukit timah nature park on Saturday
awesome!
the lake
yay! we conquered all the way up
big success esp to my mum
it made me miss mount k and belumut and lambak and jantan
)):
sadsad
so we're making it a point to go up the hill in the weekends
or either the walk at the longgg bridge which we managed to conquer everything!
i mean we did half and half but we did it ((:
went rollerblading today with cuzzies and i can say, its been a longlonglong time
i nearly fell, embarrasing moment
but Isaac, zomg,
he is such and embarrassment to uss
he can't ride a bike, neither can he skate!
it was torture trying to teach him
Jeremy was awesome lahhh, he could do everything (:
so is Damien but he rammed up the pole, idk why, that's him i can say
super retard
and we're trying to make it a point to skate/cycle every weekends too ((:
school was suppose to start tomorrow
but its my e-learning week
but i'll probably spent my time on projects
and studying
its going to be the end of year 1
and i'm going to year 2
zomggg, fastfast
)):
however, i'm wishing upon the stars tonight,
all the stars, that april will come faster
so that i can be with my bffe! tashakeira
no words can express how much i'm missing her
next week, meet up with the classmates
to get on with our work
back to the stress mode
but i started already
didn't even stop the stress mode
pffttt
i'm wheezing,
the cough is killing me
its hurting my stomach
):
oh why can't i stop coughing
so unfair
xoxo,
aqilahoreth
cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 8:28 PM
Friday, January 2, 2009
HELLO 2009 (:its the 2nd day
of the new year
i started off my year badly, cause i got sick
but i swear, i must thank my family
i have been stressing myself out to the limits
waayy off my limits
i've been trying, and trying to do my very best
and causing lil things to get to me
but i've been staying strong
i want to be a peacemaker
i want to be a social worker to help people
i want to be a teacher to the lil kids
i want to be a princess
i want to be daddy's tiny lil one always
i want to be sister's only best friend forever
i want to be a nuisance to my lil brother
i want to be the one helping mummy change for the future
i want to be the best, that special one
but can i be all that?
idk, no one knows
so my
resolution for 2009 is to just to
stop being soooo whineydo the
best in lifeand just
enjoy being with people around mepsstt, its going to be difficult not to whine
and
get my driving licence!
lol
i am down with flu, sore throat and to add on to my pain, stomach cramps
stomach cramps reminds me of kinky and how sweet he was
KINKY! i misss youuu!
okey-deh
that's all
got to pop in pills
rahh, i sound like an addict
but i am not okay!
p/s thanks babygirl saidatul fatimah. you made my morning, i swear i'll make your life in NP interesting with me around (: i promise you we'll never fight and be best of friends. you can count on me. ily (:
p/s i'm addicted to milo, trying to cut down on coffee and tea.
xoxo,
aqilahoreth
cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 1:28 PM
