that lil' princesss

Saturday, November 28, 2009

never thought i had to live without you

the memories we had haunts me.

but you know, whatever decision you make, i'll always be there

i love you, RM

Hectic schedule

plenty of assignments.

right now, if i could ask for something

it will be to ask for more time.

now's not the time to get sick

not the time to rest.

the time to just think, think and think.

also work, work and work

but as we all know, it'll all pay off,

just like the other semester i have.

right now, i've compiled the few assignments due dates that i have.

at least till term break.

EC (communicating with a child essay) - 30th November 2009

ITA2 (practical test-photoshop) - 3rd December 2009

EA (group assignment-field trip planning+presentation) - 3rd December 2009

SF (essay) - 7th December
DPIP (essay on Multiculturalism) -7th December 2009

FP (Language arts lesson plan and evaluation) - 11th December 2009

FP (Math corner) -14th December 2009

Field Supervisor Evaluation - 22nd December 2009

so till then, it'll be assignments and late nights for me

and praying that i won't get sick (yet again)

i guess, i'll leave everything to my prayers,

my thoughts, my wants, my needs.

buddy's confuse now,

he's not talking to me either

shall give him the space and time to figure out his thoughts

and so does my dear girl, who has a decision to make

just know, that all of us will always be there for you.

will try to update more alright?

but probably not.

sorry.

much love,

aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 12:22 PM

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

i know this blog has been lacking of updates

bear with me alright

with me always getting sick, and assignments on my hand

i'm just trying to keep track of everything

first of all, assignments

starting next week, i've got assignments due

every week

cause its coming to the end of semester 2, term 1

so yeah, the busy,busy period

when everyone's preparing for common test

ECH students have to forgo their sleep to perfect the assignments

it made me think *note to people

don't ever date any girls from ECH

hahaha

stereotyping

i'm just kidding :P

secondly, Recce for environmental awareness was great

i hope we've got everything we wanted

this are some of the pics we took.

haha, so yeah

we had some fun under the sun

and we saw some cute kids around

and finally, classmates

can't live without their help

can't survive poly life without them

here are some pictures

when we were celebrating chong's birthday

to me, everyone in my class plays a part in my life

helping me throughout my ECH journey

thank you girls + guy

so that partly sums up everything

i can't wait for next trip to Batam with the family

can't wait for christmas (random!)

i'm in the christmas mood

hearing christmas songs everywhere

my favourite toffee nut latte from Starbucks is here

happy, happy kid once i get that starbucks drink (:

3 more weeks till dark, muscular buddy comes back!

he keeps me updated by calling every night

but i think it'll be lesser now,

seeing that i'm very busy with assignmentss

okay, i'm having a migrane now

i think due to the rain

gosh, its like forever lah aqilah

i feel like puking :x

eh woman, this is random

but look at the pics!

you were wearing the same shirt twice.

omg, you never wash!

hahaha

kidding, ily woman <3

okay, goodbye everyone!

its back to work.

chants *photoshop,photoshop,photoshop,icecream(eh?)photoshop*

hahahaha

xoxo,

aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 7:52 PM

Saturday, November 14, 2009

happy belated birthday Melissa Chong a.k.a Ma (:

i hope you had a memorable time,

though its a lilttle late, okay maybe very late.

i just want you to know we're always there for you

and we love you

we all had fun that day didn't we?

i know i did

i love Melissa Bea, Melissa Chong, Christabel, Rachel, Saidatul and KInky(though he wasn't there)

its back to the nightmare

assignments, assignment and more assignments

yesterday, we went to this place, called Dialogue in the Dark

it was a good experience,

go to know how it feels like!

it was for our psychology module.

so yeah, got to start working on the assignment

and effective communication assignment

not to mention lesson plans.

for FP

:/ gahhhh

so my week has been catching up with school week

because i was M-I-A from school for 4 days

i'm never going to get sick again.

okay, i'm freaking myself out,

just thinking about assignments

pfft.

going out to pasir ris soon!

have a good weekend everyone (:

update soon!

xoxo,

aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 2:53 PM

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

now you're here,

everything changes,

suddenly life means so much.

i can't wait, to wake up tomorrow

hello dear bloggers.

catching up is not an easy job after all ):

i've missed out so much

but thank god i've got lovely friends to stand by me and help me through

this whole starting of the week has been hectic itself

i can't imagine tomorrow, thursday and friday

but i'll manage

i'm just a lil tad tired right now.

right now, i'm trying to keep track of assignments

start on them now, or i'll never do them

printing out the cover page was a good start (:

hehe

hey, give me some credit alright.

hate buses in the morning,

they never fail to make you late for class

chants

*wakeupearliertomorrow, wakeupearliertomorrow*

mr nashri, quickly get your bumblebee back in action

so you can sent me home (:

you're a nice friend right?

i think nasri's upset with me

what do you think?

all the way at tekong and he's upset with me

i'm sorry buddyyy!

thank you tasha, for making me feel so much better

i miss talking to you

ily my dear

and thank you mel chong,

what you said will always be remembered by me

i'm planning to work this 2 weeks break

but its extended to 4 weeks for us HMS or is it ECH students (:

what do you think?

should i ?

or shouldn't i?

ermmmm

goodnight world

xoxo,

aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 11:35 PM

Thursday, November 5, 2009

found this very old pic of me when i was at Sentosa.

i'm going back to school tomorrow

yes! finally

i miss school

kind of ironic, but i really do

in addition to my sickness

i get blur vision now

but i'm just praying tomorrow will be fine

i mean, getting to school, and home alone

daddy called and talk to me just now

he said i should eat more and stop being so self conscious

i admit, i use to, but now, its not that i don't want to eat

its just my routine of not eating alot

but i know i've got to change

or i'll never stop getting sick

so this 4 days have been pretty much resting and all

the weird thing is that even with sleeping pills, i can't get to sleep

annoying

plus, i'm feeling so weak

even my voice don't sound like me.

tskk

got to get my energy back

this might be my last post,

till i get busy again

i should start thinking about my assignments

got to catch up

goodnight all

xoxo,

aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 10:13 PM

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

MC for 2 more days ):

i miss school

i miss A01

i'm afraid i won't be able to catch up.

xoxo,

aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 11:13 AM

Monday, November 2, 2009

Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
But all these days, they feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me out of here

As promised, this are pictures from halloween

i was a devil.

since i started going for halloween,

i have been a genie, a witch, a princess, little red riding hood, and this year a devil

met up with the oot-oots on that day

i feel so happy with them around.

we talked, we made a scene like we used to when we're together

they just fill my heart with joy and laughter (:

i love you Natasha, Rebecca, Nasriah & Deanna

so yeah, i was a devil,

tasha sexy catwoman,

deanna sexy witch

nasriah sexy mysterious person with the prettiest mask.

rebecca, sexy witch

they met up at my place, to take pictures

and i really loved that

oh, marsya was soo cute

and we saw allan wu

he's so hot, shasha totally melted,

also, HAPPY SWEET 16TH to my babygirl SHASHARINA

who is also my sister from another mother that i love.

thank you for always being there for me,

being my motivation

you know i'll always love you no matter how busy i am

and you can always count on me

hope today was a memorable day for you.

sorry couldn't celebrate it with you.

ily so,so much.

finally, last part of the post

i was at A&E this morning

my chest didn't get any better

i went, had x-ray, heart checked, blood test

i hate needles ):

so painful

but, thank god i didn't get admitted

i'm going to be fine

i've just got to be less stressed up with everything.

the first experience going at accident and emergency,

was dreadful.

i never want to go back there again ):

and in the end, i got back with more medicine.

sigh, why am i so weak?

thank you mr nashri smelly poo

for keeping my company while i had to wait for my blood test

i just took my sleeping pills,

i've got to try to sleep ):

cause i've been having sleepless nights.

will update more often now.

no cheerleading ):

though i miss it alot.

but i'll keep hyperventilating if i continue.

i've got enough on my hands to handle

alright, let me end my long, long, ranting post

goodnight world.

xoxo,

aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 7:53 PM

Sunday, November 1, 2009

I'm posting from my itouch.
I know, cool right?
Totally.

Attachment starts tomorrow.
I'm suppose to be asleep.
Well, trying too sleep.
I'll promise pictures from Halloween in the next post.
But I had fun, besides the trouble of breathing.

Went to the docs again just now :(
As much as I didn't want to, I had to.
Had difficulty in breathing this afternoon.
The pain felt as if someone was actually sitting on my chest.

During this period of time, I've got my family to thank.
Mummy, getting worried for me, but I think she's upset now
I'm sorry mummy :(
Daddys wishing he knows what's wrong with me

And so do I :(
It's not fun, I'm not forcing myself to be in this state.
As much as it worries people, I'm scared myself
This is me thinking negatively
As I type this, tears are running down my cheeks.
Cause I've never felt this pain that's unbearable

I don't want to trouble anyone
No one at all :(
I'm sorry if I'm such a trouble.
I hate being the weak one.

Thank you daddy, mummy, sister, Isaac
For all the care and concern.
I can never replace anyone of you.
Thank you nasri, for calling me and checking up on me,
Even though you're at tekong.

I should probably get to bed now.
I realize that there's no purpose in this post.
Oh ya, docs prepared a letter for me to go A&E if pain continues
Sigh.

Goodnight dear bloggers

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 11:11 PM