that lil' princesss

Monday, June 20, 2011

i have got to start managing my time properly.

Term 3 starts next week.

PTC in 2 weeks time.

i'll just burn my time in the centre, and my sleep.

cause i know i want to do this.

insyAllah, god's willing

it is official, the boy's going to the army on the 9th September.

we talked about how we were going to go on.

i felt sad.

i don't know if we're going to still be together if he goes in

but i know, it was fate that got us together

and i hope, faith keeps us together (:

we'll get through this won't we?

so a little about us

i've known this crazy guy since we were young

12 years old i think?

yeah, childhood sweethearts (:

we some sort of 'dated' when we were younger of course it was puppy love

us living in the same condo, calling each other in the middle of the night.

lol

i wished we had pictures to last us a lifetime.

so then, we lost contact when he moved out

i never heard from him, or saw him

except for a couple of times at woodlands interchange but that was just hello and goodbye

*fastforward*

he got my friendster(it was the in thing the last time)

he told me he was happy that he found me

of course, it was his sister who found me first.

he kpo

hahahaha

*fastforwardagain*

and so, he began stalking me on blog, and yadayada

and i received messages he sent, to cheer me up (:

and then, we stopped contacting again

until during our second year in poly

i realised that he was in the same poly as me

coincidence or fate?

i don't know. but i knew, he sincerely wanted to know me

the first time we actually talked for a very long time was when he picked me up from cheerleading and send me home

bumblebeee truckkkk (:

it's sold away already though ):

but still, it got us together

when i was at my lowest, he picked me up, and brought me for dinner

we weren't even together

and he brought me places where no one would ever brought me, like the yishun damp.

and with his sincerity, i wanted to know more about him (:

so look where we are now, it's been almost 2 years that we 'dated'

he was never a distraction, but a motivation to me

not that i don't get them from my family, they're my priority.

but he was just there, just there when i needed someone.

we both graduated from Ngee Ann poly (: with a story to share

i hope my story will continue, till the end of time.

and i will take him going to NS as a test for the both of us (:

if we are able to go through this, nothing else will be too difficult.

so ready, set go!

lastly, to end this off,

Happy Father's Day to daddy dearest (: (ps/ i love this picture of us [: )

i love how i can open up to you in any situation,

cause you gives me the best advice, someone i look up to

someone i'll forever keep in my heart

you and mummy, no matter what happens, i will always be your little princess (:

i love how both of you stand up for me, and support me in whatever i am going through.

but since this time it's your special day,

thank you daddy, for every little thing.

yours sincerely,

your princess

well, it's back to bed now,

really not feeling too well.

grrrrrr

xoxo,

aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
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Wednesday, June 15, 2011

myself @ strictly pancakes

Hello dear bloggers

i know i failed in attempting to update my blog.

sigh, i need to seriously have good time management.

anyways, today marked my 3rd month in MFS Wellington.

yes i was excited, but i realised that i have such a long way to go.

i thought, with the experience i had, being in a new environment would be a breeze,

but i was wrong.

Firstly, i really got to work on setting up the environment up to their expectations.

Secondly, i need to meet the deadlines that are given to me,

lastly, i should probably shut my mouth more often.

i am not taking the feedback i had in a negative way

of course i am always telling myself that they are more room for improvements

and i will always strive to do better in life

in whatever path/career i choose in.

i want to do my best

and this time, my best was not enough

or up to my standard that i expected it to be

well, let's start afresh

Term 3 is up and i know i can do better than this

i need good prospects for my future

and i know this relationship ties will help me in even getting a place in uni

like my principal say, or maher zain says,

insyAllah.

with god's willing, my prayers, my effort,

i know i can do it

KIC and PTC

my first KIC and PTC

i want to breeze it through.

other than work, i have not been busy with anything else

just the family, the boy revolving around my world now

i miss my friends, i really do.

hmm, i shall make up to them once i'm really settled down with work.

the boy may be leaving for NS soon,

that is his big next step in life.

praying for the best for him

the sister's going to Uni soon (:

if she gets through

i'm putting mine on hold.

so at least i can get experience working.

okay, i shall do some documentation then sleep

i've got alot of documentation to do for KIC and also for the classroom

and i am having a sore throat and headache now.

faintssss

xoxo,

aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 10:05 PM