that lil' princesss

Monday, September 29, 2008

1. HAPPY 47th BIRTHDAY DADDY I LOVEEEE!
:DDD
i hope your birthday was alright
i know you liked it simple, and with the whole family there
thanks for helping me send all the cakes i made
and for helping me :DD
ilyy!

2. AL-FATEHA to uncle hushairi whom peacefully passed away on 24th Sept
a face i will always remember, because he has been a great neighbour
and i visit him every year, for raya
alhamdulillah its the month of ramadhan
insyallah, the whole family will be strong

i won't know what it feels like to lose someone so very close to me
cause i haven't (and will not like to) lose someone close
i only remember my late grandpa, but i was still young, hence not much remember
but one thing is for sure, after the late uncle hushairi and late nenek gemuk,
i should never take anyone for granted
and to life live to the fullest
and that is what we keep reminding ourselves, everytime we wake up.

3. Alhamdulillah, i'm done with BAKING
i made my last cakes just now
and i'm done
yay me!

4. I'm so not excited for raya
not even a lil, well
1. i don't have a say in my this year clothes, and it turned out to look old on me
2. i'm not in the mood
3. i'm not in the mood
4. i'm still not in the mood, cause school is starting, and i haven't even done anything for myself.

5. I've finished working, OFFICIALLY
lil anais has a maid now, and it'll be her maid+nanny
):
i'll miss that gorgeous cheeky girl

6. It's late! and i'm not sleepingggg
gahhhhh, i'm drowning myself in Laguna Beach
LOL

7. I FEEL SUPER SAD!
because i don't know whyyy ):
sigh,sigh,sigh

8. I'M SORRY TASHAKEIRA!
you know what my dear, i haven't been communicating with you,
i feel bad
and i just read the post for the oot-oots
which has been there since like forever i think
pfft, good friend you are aqilah
gahhh
ily babe! i'll talk to you soon
i'm sorryyyy

okay, this post is officially crappy, thanks alot eh aqilah
tskk
i'll update pictures soon
i'm sorry, my blog is officially boringgg
):
ily!

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 12:19 AM

Monday, September 22, 2008

hello all,
its been awhile since i last post picturessss
:DDDDDD

here is me, i look chubbier right :/
pffttt

oh and from here onwards, this is the lil girl that i'm babysitting
the lil anais,
finally, i took pictures with her :DDD
and more this week!
seeing that its my last week ):

she only drinks her milk in a cup when she's with me
HEE :D

she has plenty of scary yet adorable dolls that she takes care of
as if she was the mummy

i had this for my afternoon pretend play with her
then she made soup, which she fed me with :D

okay, this is my last week with her ):
pretty sad,
and when we were at the train,
she keeps saying, i love you aqilah
and i will laugh
and laugh
like some retard

and after next week, no MRT train ride with her
no BUS ride with her
no her asking questionsss
)):
oh wells
that's how it is

anyway, uncle from America is here!
idk how long he's staying but he's here
well i'm excited after 4 years of not meeting each other.
LOL

HARI RAYA is next week?
i have less than 10 days to fast
but i'm not fasting
its a girl thing
i'm not so excited for hari raya

in fact, i'm drained,
i'm tired
i just want to sleep
and not think of anything else
and drown myself in tv series of Laguna Beach and The Hills
maybe following up by The Nanny onlinee
what a lifeee
oh well

i won't update much
TOODLES ALLLL
:DDDD

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 11:32 PM

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

yesterday is history,
tomorrow is a mystery.
today is a gift

hello all :DDDD
here's an update on me
i've been fine, alhamdullilah
working and baking
and meeting bestie tomorrow

okay, first,
baking, i've got about 25 orders :/
and i've finished my 10 orders of cake nutella
yay me!
and sis and mummy and bik eka :D
so what has baking thought me,
it has thought me to be patient,
and really patient,
cause you know, 1 kek lapis, takes about 5 hours to do?
pfft, the putting in and out of the oven,
and smelling like butter.
and sleeping at 3am in the morning
tskkkk
but i got patience in the end, and loads of whacky fun from sis, mummy and bik eka :DD

work, that has thought me to endure
alot of endurance
i use to think, working is easy, chicken feet
but i'm wrong, i do fall asleep when i work with lil anais
trust me
you guys must be wondering how, but i just do
LOL
today, she said "aqilah, i love you"
*tears*
its going to be really hard to not be with her eh
sighhh

and results
i got the results
first results
i didn't know what to expect
but know, that it wasn't good
and yes i passed all
and GPA is 2.83
pfft
lets just say, i can do better
no more distractions!

hari raya is in like 2 weeks
well, i'm not even excited
or looking forward to it
despite not really celebrating it last year (due to O's)
bleah, this year, purple colour
don't ask any further

i chat with retarded tashakeira just now!
hahah
her furniture just came :/
super long
but i know she's alright there :D
she's still the same retarded cuckoo friend that i loveee

and SYIDA dear, i'm extremely sorry for not spending time with you
seriously, extremly sorry, i don't even have time for my other friends
:/
what a friend i am ):

and shabs baby! imy you leh!
ask your cousin from australia go back luhhh )):
hahaha
i kangen you eh
okay, i love you S!

okay, that's all, thanks for all the tagS!
i'll reply them soon :DD
and thanks, for always reading
if you do
LOL
back to baking now

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 10:15 PM

Thursday, September 11, 2008

for the friends you haven't met,
the one you do,
keeping them close to you

hello all!
its been 1 week since i last blogged
):
i'm sorry,
it has just been, stressful?

i'm sorry for the friends that i haven't met for the holidays
or maybe a long time
idk why,
i feel so outcast, like i don't belong

i have a huge group of friends.
but i guess, i'm just trying to blend to be one of them
cause i never hang out, i always cancel plans,
i feel soooo stupid perhaps?
sighh
i haven't break fast with any of my friends
and october is nearing,
meaning, closer to the end of holidays ):
i'm planning to use the october,
but, i know that the time will be used for visiting
siighhhh
that suckss

i get confuse at times,
thinking about other people more than myself
then i put myself down like no one's business
like i don't fit in this worldd
*slapsmyself*
okay, i've got to stop ranting at the blogg
)):
i'm just feeling confuse, and perhaps sad?

i miss just hanging around with friends, catching up
and having coffee
or window shopping at orchard?
)':
i miss thattt

okay, work
Anais has got me working on the double,
she's a lil girl, who can't stop having activitiesss
we will be either playing or doing activity books
and she lovesss dancing to beauty and the beast
i got the songs stuck on my head
but she watched all those princess show
which i use to watch, and stopped cause we're all grown up
:/
that sucks, and she reminds me of how i were
the lil girl, who wishes to be a princess
and princesses stories will remind of how every princess will get her happy endingg

i haven't got my happy ending :/
well now, i'm in a hunt for all the princess movies
beauty and the beast, sleeping beauty, snow white, little mermaid
all thanks to miss lil Anais
hahaha

and baking starts next week
i got orders to fulfil
part of me want to do it.
but ranting, i can't handle that :/
sighhh
i just hope all goes well
insyallah
god will help me get through this
i should be optimistic!

GOSSIP GIRL SEASON 2 is showingggggg
hahahahahha

okay, i'm out of words right now,
i'll update when i have something to write
till then, i'm still breathing, still alive
and results soon?
tskkk
not looking forward

and may melissa bea have a safe trip to HK(i think)
and back! :DDDD
imy woman

and i hope the oot-oots are fine
i'm sorry i haven't been meeting all of you
):

and the tashakeira!
we'll skype soon (i hope!)

and to mybestie farhannah
i miss you and wishing we could catch up soon
with leong kor and raviiniii

and thanks mr midnight :D
for listening to my ranting,
i think i rant alot. gahhhhh

i've got to sleep for work tomorrow
:/

xoxo,
aqilahoreth!

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 10:54 PM

Thursday, September 4, 2008

memories made that day

but one promise is that you're not forgotten

and an assurance that you'll be back

hello all
i'm sorry for the very lack of updates
the blog is very boring now
and above, were the few pictures we took,
when we sent tasha off at the airport
plenty of cries were seen
a big group crying that is
i couldn't held back my tears
though me and deanna keep reminding ourselves to be strong
i'm sorry tasha, we failed, and made you feel worse.

tasha is a strong girl
she'll make it through whatever obstacles she have there
and we'll be there for her spiritually
:D
SO CHEER UP BABYGIRL! IT'LL BE FINE!

anyway, daddy is home!
:D
he's fine
he was suffering from dengue :/
and now, recuperating at home
alhamdullilah

the month of ramadhan now
the best month of the year!
though it sounds crazy
i like fasting month
and then comes syawal
to all the muslim people around the world
SELAMAT BERPUASE!

i'm still working
i worked for 10 hours on Monday and Tuesday
and i survived the zoo with Anais
duh, she was sitting in the stroller and me pushing
and i was fasting
now you see how strong i am :D

now, all the events have finally become better
i'm a happy girl
firstly, tasha is not gone forever, lets take it like she's just a country away?
secondly, daddy is all fine again
thirdly, i'm not wasting my holidays doing nothing
fourthly, i've got to get ready to take lil anais from school
HA!

above pictures are the few of them
i'll post more perhaps tonight?
insyallah
toodles all
and thanks to those who have cheered me up
the OOT-OOTS, and many more
you know who you are
a big thank you for making me a strong girl

TAG REPLIES :

RAVIIN : thanks for asking, he's better now, currently resting at home.

JULENE : thanks dearest gorgeous woman :D he's alright now, resting at home. thanks alot and it was great to see you that day :D still gorgeous as ever!

JINWAN : hello woman! thanks alot :D i'm cheered up now that my dad is better. talk to you online soon :DD

TASHA : sorry love, i replied your email late. I LOVE YOU alright, don't ever forget that, you're going to be fine in Dubai, trust me :DD

MEL BEA : thanks alot love, I LOVE YOU PLENTY TOO! and imy plenty too ):

REBEKAH : thanks gorgeous for tagging, i'm feeeling better now! but i'm missing you! tsk, we haven't bumped into each other for so long ):

FARAH : ahaha, thanks gorgeous for tagging, don't worry, i'm not listening to what the spammer say :D see ya around school, when school restartsss :D

PASSERBY : thanks for the tag, but idk who you are, but thanks :D

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 11:47 AM