that lil' princesss

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

lets talk about life, and friendship.

something that i've been pondering on and thinking about.

well it's never ending thoughts about the future right.

seeing that school's starting next week

and i swear i'm psyched about it.

friends, assignments, new stuffs to discover

studying, a never ending journey.

so the problem would be what i plan to do after i graduate.

my aim to get into James Cook Uni never went away.

i still want to go through that undergraduate programme, which allows me to take my degree.

but when?

prolly i'll take a break and work for a few months, and enter in the later intake.

that should probably be my decision to ease the financial burden.

so yeah, maybe that's my future for school.

so my aim, before next year is to actually get my license.

going for practical lessons now, and manual is not easy

it was never easy, but a little challenge won't kill you right?

if many other people could have passed and get their manual license, i can do it as well (:

and many other people is referring to the girls/woman.

many stereotyping' is happening on the road, where only guys should take manual if not they're not cool enough, and girls, should just stick to auto, easy way out.

that's what i heard from the instructor.

but i think everyone has their own preferences and choices with options to make.

finally, the topic about friends.

i feel like i'm losing them, slowly, one by one

but maybe, this is the test of friendship that i'm going through

where those who really mean something to me will stay, and those who are not, leaves.

i won't deny that i haven't really make time for friends, seeing that i'm working and taking lessons cause that's my priority and i've got to set my priorities straight

though i've tried to meet up with many, i can't expect all of them to accommodate to my schedule.

i hardly do things that i love to do, want to do.

sigh and this is the time and age to do it.

cause working is just an option now.

i'm still schooling.

i'm suppose to enjoy my holidays.

oh wells, enough mopping and grumbling, i chose all this.

how i wish i had more than 24 hours in a day. maybe that can help

well enough of chitter chatter.

i've got 2 more days of work left.

my little ones i've got to leave.

i might be leaving that company for good?

i'm not sure.

yet another decision to make.

on a happier note,

happy 20.10.2010 (:

didn't realise it was such a beautiful date.

happy belated monthsery (:

xoxo,

aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
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Wednesday, October 13, 2010

hello dear bloggers.

it's been a longgg time.

perhaps this post shall be a better one, with pictures.

firstly, happy belated birthday to my dearest daddy

((:

i hope you had a great time during your birthday dinner.

every year you turn older, i just thank nenek that she had you (:

and i'll always and forever be your tiny little one.

i love you daddy ((:

secondly.

congratulations to my dear baby rachel mak!

who won second runner up in the new paper face 2010 competition

((:

all the screaming and cheering you on was all worth it.

but you're always beautiful to me baby, and you've always been a winner to me!

i had fun meeting babysai and melbea and melchong!

it seems like years since we last met!

so updates on me:

'officially dance for LV's children's day 2010. and the poster was even better than what we did last year mel bea! hahahaha

' i've started on practical lessons. and i pray that i'll work better on clutch and acceleration.

' work and driving has been draining, on top of that, i've got to work on bulletin and notice board for learning vision. and i haven't been getting enough rest.

' hari raya is officially over! and i've got 11 days, minus 2 days though of fasting to make up ):

okeyy dehh, i'm done

life hasn't had much 'fun' in it.

i have so many things to worry about, think about.

school's starting in less than 2 weeks time, and i'm not prepared for it cause i'm afraid i'll be worn off.

oh wells, the sacrifices i've got to make.

xoxo

aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 8:36 PM

Thursday, October 7, 2010

after many drafts, i have decided to post a proper one.
i guess that's life, we keep things undone cause you would not know what will happen next.
pfft.

work has been crazyyy
plus the visitings, i have never felt so exhausted in my life!
but it'll all be worth it.
i know
my moo lahs from work has all been saved for driving.
MANUAL CAR: leg cramps, cluch, accelerate, biting point, STALLED!
it's not easy at all.
but i'm still motivated to get my license and a strike off my wishlist!
this blog has not been updated for almost a month now!
sorry readers!
it'll be updated more often when school starts
which is in 3 weeks time!
excccciitteeedddd ((:

NEW PAPER FACE FINALS TODAY!
all the best to babyrach ((:
she'll always be gorgeous to me no matter what!

breaks in the centre is always a breakaway for me and my colleagues.
i think we've had a very trying week.
alot of challenges.
pfft.

back to work
till the next update ((:
adiousss

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
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