that lil' princesss

Saturday, August 30, 2008

the one who is troubled
and feeling empty inside
)':
the one who is on the verge of breaking down.

daddy's hospitalised
suspected dengue or the chikunya thingy
his blood thingy low,
sorry, i don't remember the medical terms for it

knowing that daddy isn't home,
and not because of him being at batam,
is sad
he's lying all alone, without all of us there
which he'll love too cause he loves our presence
even though how irritating we can be
or how demanding
or how we don't listen
or how stubborn are we
he even said he love all his 3 children when he got addmitted )':
and that's why, i love him alot
please get well soon daddy
cause i still want to go shop with you and spend the weekends with you
i really do

and, tasha is leaving tomorrow )':
gahhh :/
i've always didn't want this day to come
its 12am now
she's leaving in about 16 hours?
that's less then 24 hours
and its super fast

i've never thought of the day, where my best friend will leave far away
all i can feel is sad, yet not helping to do anything
its the helpless feeling, for daddy and tasha
my family, and friend, who mean the world to me
i love them more then i love myself
)':
i reallyyy doo

right now, job is alright
and i know that hard work pays off
and i was paid for this week work
i can't wait to work with lil' anais next week
the girl who dreams to be a barbie + doctor + driver
and she's totally adorable that people thinks that i'm her mother. or sister
-_-
i don't even look french or white

bleah, idk what to write anymore
i've got to stop crying a river
cause its not going to help anyone

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DEAREST SISTER THAT I LOVE
who turned 19th yesterday,
:D
i hope the surprise was alright, i really tried my best
but know that you'll be the bestest friend i'll ever have my entire life.
cause i love you alot sister
*hugs*

alright, till next time,
when i'm feeling better

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 11:30 PM

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

hello all,
apparently, there is a spammer is my blog
HA!
saying that I'M FAT.
oh wells, its up to what the NAMELESS person to say what he/she wants to say
:D
i'm not going to let it bother me, saying that i'm fat cause i wore baju kurung
FYI, its not suppose to show aything,
so you won't even know if i'm fat or thin
thanks mel bea and shaza babe for backing up on me
and NAMELESS person, i do not give them goldbars,
but i do treasure friendship
or perhaps you have none?

well, lets move on alright, i don't want to blog so much about the person
cause perhaps, i don't care what people think of me alright

NANNY JOB :
today's the first day,
i got up bright and early,
met anaisa and her mum :DDDD
morning walk, at Sembawang park!
it was awesome
i can exercise at the same time
hehe

then we went to Northpoint,
had our lunch,
before we head back home

home, we watched Fairytopia,
played pretend :D (i like to do this)
and we played the play dough,
and read a book

so in all, i spent 7 hours with her
and i really like the time i spent with her,
cause she is polite, and super adorable!
i'll post pics if i have the time alrightt?

and EVENING DINNER!
it was the awesomest!
dinner with rebecca, tasha and nasriah,
i swear it was madness!
i'm serious, it reminds me of secondary school
:/ i miss those daysss

I MISS 1A01!
and, missing deanna toottoot!
and 5NA1! i'm sorry i can't make it on friday,
i've got to work, plus some other things
i'm terribly sorryyy ):

and ps, singaporean, tsk! according to aunt natalie (anaisa's mum)
alright, i'm off to bed
i've got a long day tomorrow with them :D
Orchard.. HEE

ps/ HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABYGIRL SYIDA!
i'm sorry that i can't give your present now ):
i'll meet you soon!
i promise
may all your wanted wishes come true love!

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 11:11 PM

Monday, August 25, 2008

KODAK MOMENTSS :D

cheeky monkeyyy

illy gorgeous :DDD we're distant cousins, cool eh!

awww, so sweeettt

the many colours of the baju we used, the old-ole people were all wearing brown, young has plenty of colours! HA!

___________________________________________________________________

and that sums up my weekend.
the very hectic weekend of sitting down and doing nothing.
entertaining much
but i guess, the bestest part of this type of weddings is that the family will all gather together
and to find our long lost relative!
LOL
like illy, is my distant cousin, meaning, cousin's cousin.
get it?

i've been baking alot!
i've got my first pay for baking :DDDD
hahahaha

and better news,
I'VE GOT A JOB!!!!!
as a NANNY
for a french girl, named Alaisa
she's schooling at the French school and i've got to fetch her from there
like super cool!
and the moment i started playing with her,
she clicked with me,
and trust me, she's very observant and smart
she wants to know about eveerything and will ask almost anything
i hope she likes singapore :D
she's super cute, and she's only 3 and a half years old?

i'm working till ocotober 1st, till the parents get their maid
but the pay is alright :D
i don't have to hunt for job
happy girl

someone's birthday is tomorrow, and sis birthday is on friday!
*jumpsaround*
LOL
as if its my birthdayyy
hahahhahaha

alright, i'm tired,
going to have a lil nappy nap :D
toodles all!
i'll blog soon

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 2:24 PM

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

ever had the feeling of wanting to vomit
and head hurting
well, that is the signal of migrane
tsk, i just had one,
and after vomiting, i feel much better.

went out with mummy and cik wati today,
first up, to nyai house to clean
and we threw plenty of things.
tskkk
so dusty, and i ended up ah-choo-ing all the way
its been a month since she went home

then we went to arab st.
to get some cloth
then ate there
and we saw the india minister or something like that
people all takey pictures.
LOL
i didn't even know he was the India Minister.

then we went to Vivo City,
met mamamia(mum's twin sister)
then we had coffee at Coffee Bean,
ever since it has become halal, we have been going there
and thank god, sis was there, or i would have been bored.
she and her cinnamon, and me with chocolate.

and then, guess what people,
we got our hari raya clothes
like, super early, and its not even the fasting month
but it came all the way from brunei!
hahaha
cik wati got it for us
but we've got to use for next week,
wedding -_-
i know, tsk!

when i get married, i'm not going to make it so big
at least i don't want to
i just want my family, close relatives
open a table
and eat
i'll be more then delighted
and i'm still into paris *grins

oh well, hopefully, i'll get my dream come true
and thanks to mr nicholas, who was concern for me
thanks alot
its been a long time since someone actually want to be in my place,
meaning, having the pain rather than me
aww

i'm feeling much better now
and ALL THE BEST TO CHR O LEVELS STUDENTS TAKING PRELIMSSS
my best wishes and you'll all do well :DD

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 10:57 PM

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

There is a fine line between love and hate.

Love frees a soul and in the same breath,

can sometimes suffocate it

I walked the tightrope with all the gracefulness of an elephant,

my head hoisting me to the side of love.

It was a wobbly journey and sometimes, i fell.

Sometimes, i fell for long periods of time.

I'm not asking to be liked.

When i behaved that way.

But it was just how i was.

hello all,
today, was alright
i didn't stay home and slack
thank god
went to meet nyai
and i miss her alot ):

i suddenly feel so weird

like i'm all lost

and what a great beginning to my holidays

i've got to set my piorities rights :DDD

and quickly plan my holidays

i want to catch up with my friends!

friends,friends, and going outt

))):

oh toodles all,

idk why i'm not feeling too good

but i'll be alright!

cheerioss :D

xoxo,

aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 8:31 PM

Monday, August 18, 2008

HELLO EVERYONE!
ITS OVERRRRR!
the most exciting thing that has happened :DDDDD
i'm on my 2 months break right now,
lets all spell awesome?
A-W-E-S-O-M-E!
hahahahahahah
*jumpsaroundddd

super high right now
i'm going to start on a movie marathon on the computer
watching the shows that i've missed!
chatting with the people that i have been neglacting
i'm reallyy sorryyy
i'm going to miss school though
haha
how IRONIC :P

i don't know what to expect
more baking?
more ice skating?
getting a part time job?
hahahahhaha
idkkkkk

i'm planning on changing this blog skin.
though as some of you can see, part of it has changed,
and i'm getting better at this :DDDDD

i miss tashakeira!
she's over at malaysia
and to make things worse, she's leaving next week
)':
gahh

i just want to announce that exams are over
that's all
i'll post more!
if i've got somethings to post :D

I LOVE YOU ALL!
YES YOUUUU :DDDDD
hahahahah
the one who's reading thissss :D

tag replies :D

NASHRI : it's partially my fault, and i'm really sorry.

TOHJIAXIN : hello GORGEOUS-ER woman! yes, i'm sorry cause it has been long, i've been studying for exams, but, its over! yipeee yay! so soon alright :DDDD hehehehe. I LOVE YOUUU!

SYADARIENA : i know you miss me, like who doesen't right? LOL. just kidding, i miss you even more then you miss me :P HAHAHAHAHA

MELDA : you're relinked loveee! hahahaha, and zomg, i miss you even more :P

SHAN : thanks love! i miss you alot! meet up soon,soon!

SHAZA : thanks dearest gorgeousss :D and yes i've read your blog, i go to it everyday, update more and i miss you plentyy honey :DDD

SYIDA : exams overrr! hahah, we'll hang out soon :DDD cause i love you plentyyy! yay! *huggies

okay, i shall stop here
till the next update,
toodles!
and those who tagged me earlier, and i didn't reply
i'm sorrry, but thanks for visiting me :DDD
holiday mood nowww
hahahha

xoxo, you know you love me,
aqilah oreth :D (so thick skin :P)

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 11:04 PM

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

I SWEAR, CHATS WITH TASHA CAN GET WHACKY!
she's the gendeng,slenge one, who has a bf, named Karim and Kassim!
HAHA, what a two-timer, tsk!

and i got a bf, named Korak
who is half spanish and american, and has blue eyes!
:DDD
and sis, has a bf called Karak!
LOL,
all started with tasha
tskkk
people ask mas selamat, she give karim selamat

and that's why i love her!
hahahhaha
HAPPY TWELTH EVERYONE :D
ahahah

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 12:37 AM

Monday, August 11, 2008

*CAUTIONNN. HEAVYY PHOTO IMAGESSSS*

my real blood cheena looking sister that i lurbxxx!

daddy's girls!

the very naughty yet adorable darling i loveeee :D with the bop,bop!

our morning walk to the very small shop!

and BATAM is all about FOODDD! esp SEAFOOD!

self indulgenceee :D

daddy is the big scary looking one, i'm the cute looking one :D

and THOSE WHO MATTER :D MY FAMILYYY

and so, this sums up the BATAM TRIP :D
can anyone say awesome?
hehe
crowd is always the besttt
hehehehe
i ate alott!
and plenttyyy
with the seafood and all
zomggg

i miss daddy yo!
he should be in singapore tomorrow
he slept already :D

let me tell you a joke,
tasha has a very good friend,
called Karim Selamat!
hahahahahahahahhahahahah

and i still can't wait till the 18th :D
and i want to catch a movie with mr benjamin on the 21st :D
hahahaha
omgee, excited seh
but first, got to MUG YO!

i hope this post is entertaining
i'll update soon
better post
i promise,
till then!
:DDDDDDD

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 8:22 PM

Friday, August 8, 2008

away from Singapore yo!
will be back soon
hope to have a SPAtastic weekend
LOL
okay lame, that's so spastic!
tskkk

i've finished my portfolio,
yayneess?
most probably :D
teehheee

xoxo,
aqilahoreth, till the next update! bubye!

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 12:45 PM

Thursday, August 7, 2008

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY IN ADVANCE EVERYONE :D
today, 1A01 celebrates national day in advance,
seeing that we're not meeing tomorrow, until the 15th August that is
and plus, i'm going to disapppear!
not really dissapear, duh?!
hahaha
i'm going to batam for the weekends :D

to 1A01,
we've all survived the 1st Semester of the 1st Year together,
with much laughter and joy we had together :D
i'm looking forward the next semester, knowing you're all going to be the same people :DD
haha
Mel Bea, we're sticking together!!!
woohhooo
hahahhaha
everyone wore red and white today
even winnie
:D
hahah

okay, back to dreamweaver
got to do my own portfolio
LOL
kinda lame, but oh wellsss
i've got to thank daddy seriously, for the effort he made in putting our portfolio in advance
i don't have to look for anything, cause everything is in the file
I LOVE YOU DADDYY!
and i still want to go to the SPA :D
hahahaha

toodles all!
and i saw Jinwan today,
she looks super pretty, cause she's a simple girl
so natural beauty
ahhahaha
i was too busy with my hp, didn't notice her, till she tap me
sorry!
but you tap me :D
ahhahaha

xoxo,
aqilahoreth
(*thinking, mel bea, should be out now, doing chicken? or is it tomorrow. LOL!)

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 8:58 PM

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

BEST FRIENDS FOR ETERNITYYY!

good friends use to call each other, best friends forever.

yes, i do say that

but for tashakeira, i would use best friends for eternity

cause nothing can describe the friendship we had

and even not the best times that we have, will still be treasured

i met this whacky girl today, this is how she know i was in that bus
TASHA : "aqilah, are you wearing a black top"
AQILAH: "yes, why?"
TASHA : "then are you using a white skirt, and carrying your laptop bag?"
AQILAH: "not white skirt, but pants, and yes! and how did you know? where are you?"
TASHA : "Magic :D i am a magician"
AQILAH: *wondering how did tasha know, and look at the back seats of the bus for anyone i know*

and the next thing i know!
she took the same bus as me?!
goshhhh
ganesh was in that bus
what a coincidence
and i'm glad to say that she was still looking gorgeous as ever
fantastic
and i was green with envy as she talked about PCD!
haha, but she deserved to win :D

we had more talk in the 912 bus
we laughed and i miss her presence
we usually bump into each other in school
or have super long talks during dance
and we'll do silly things during dance
that so reminds me of pelyn, sean, joan, kenzi & diyanah
on the awesome times we had
:D

she's leaving Dubai end of this month
and i won't want the time to pass quickly
i want time to stop, so i can spent time with tasha
but, we made a promise, that we'll grow up, work, save money, and travel to make up the time we lost
i can't wait for that time

with tasha, i can be myself, i can bully her
i can laugh all i want, and cry all i want
i ca go retarded with her
and that's why, our friendship can never be replace
not even with our new friends
cause i want her to be my bridesmaid when i get married :DD
hahaha
*stilldecidingonwhethertogetmarriedornot!
and she'll be the godmother to my babies :DD
hahah
most probably, will be naming the girl anastasia, they guy faizal
hahah
and their godmummy will be tashakeira!

i'm writing down all my thoughts, so i won't forget them
which is difficult to forget
but just in case i got STM
lol
so yeah tashakeira, i love you babygirl

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 10:38 PM

Friday, August 1, 2008

i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly
i'll do what it takes till i touch the sky
i'll make a wish, make a change
and breakaway.
i won't forget the one's that i love

the one who's really tired and worn out
slept at 3 to finish up FP last night
and guess what, the nightmare is finally over
submission of the FP is today
and another strike off my to do list.
everyone go hooray
okay, i'm sorry, i'm a walking zombie right now

Mel bea has been the bestest ever
she helps me in everything that i do :D
i love you babe
and of course, my lovely groupmates, rachel MAK(emphasize the MAK)
hahaha
and Melissa Huels :D

to my friends and family who have been encouraaging me
like KOOTKOOT and GOOTGOOT and SYIDA and plenty more
okay best
and my sister, who stayed up with me
awww, to do her work to :D
hahaha
i made coffee to reward her

and now, while waiting for English test,
like seriously, i don't know how text analysis is going to help me in early childhood?
oh wells.
i'm going to take a lil nappy nap at ourspace.
and study and go take the test
and i swear i'm going to get a good night rest tonight!

IT assignment is next
oh the horror, dreamweaver!
i'm going to spent my days in school
lucky i'm doing it with Mel bea,
the awesome designer
hehehe

got to mug for test, Child Development and Principles and Practices of Classroom Management
lets all torture ourselvesss
)):

i shall update when i have the time to, if not, i'm not
i'm sorryyyy
toodles all
plenty of love from me :D

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 12:14 PM