that lil' princesss

Saturday, September 26, 2009

to sacrifices made

some are worth it,

some are just not.

hello all, while i'm waiting for everyone to dress up

shall blog a lil while

got sick again

yes, its again, twice this month

fever, again, which usually don't happen to me

well i guess i over-exerted myself

and not topping up my energy

been working whole week,

did closing and opening for the first time

good experience

had Hari Raya celebration at the centre, when i suddenly felt feverish in the afternoon

i know, spoiled my day

sigh

it sucks to get sick

but yet, i'm always getting sick

i would say its unfair, but then again,

i brought this upon myself.

i hope i can make it for baby's open house ):

if not, i'm sorry

i've got an open house tomorrow

please, give me strength to be fine.

thank you

till the next update,

hopefully it'll be more interesting than this

i'm sorry dear bloggers

xoxo,

aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 2:46 PM

Saturday, September 19, 2009

in the sweetness of friendship

let there be laughter,

and sharing of pleasures

i decided to post a blog, on the morning of syawal (:

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

to all muslims celebrating hari raya

on this special day

i would like to seek for forgiveness to all those whom i've hurt,

or done something wrong.

please do forgive me (:

Being a muslim has thought me many things

putting family as priority

having more faith in myself in everything i do

and having faith in god.

i am proud to be a muslim (:

today, we celebrate the accomplishment after fasting for a month

challenges and tests from god overcome

i can never be more proud of myself.

okay, done with that

backtracking my past week

i've been working everyday

went for Cheer on Wednesday, oh how i missed cheer

then of course, baking.

i'm totally physically exhausted

i had fun catching up with dear friends i missed

that was on a Thursday (:

had dinner together, and then we took pictures

though it was a short time,

i thank god that i've got you guys

TASHAKEIRA IS BACK!

can you believe this dear girl of mine,

didn't tell me!

and i bumped into her at KFC today

and gave her a humongous hug!

she's back till December!

yesss babyyy!

hehehehe

okay, now, i'm also tired from preparing for tomorrow

hopefully tomorrow will be fine

goodnight, or should i say good morning

hehehehe

WOMAN!

have fun during camp!

will miss you while you're away from work

please come back asap!

hehehe

ily!!

xoxo,

aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 11:00 PM

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

i am only human

a human with feelings

a human who feels so disappointed right now

when thing changes.

ps/in need of flying balloons to fly my troubles away

me and mel bea is still up

despite having work at 8.30am in the morning

god, give us both strength,

to survive tomorrow

i am so glad that i've got mel bea in the centre now

wishing mel chong could join us ):

but don't worry, we'll call you or vice versa

centre asked me and bea to create a poster and banner

in one day?

i know, total madness right

pfftt

and our designs turn out a lil crappy from what we use to do!

hahahaha

went to Sakunthala for break fast just now

i made it to little india on time

earlier than daddy

but i love breaking fast with the whole family :D

to you : i am sorry, i'm being unreasonable,

sigh ):

i shall sum up my post for today

and then finish the poster, some touches

and off to bed.

goodnight world (:

sweetest dreams tonight

xoxo,

aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 12:37 AM

Saturday, September 12, 2009

the things we did,
the stories we shared,
just came back to me
i never want to lose that feeling.

Hello bloggers.
the weekends are here.
thank god.
had a rather hectic week
and still going to have another hectic week
well i hope this'll only last till hari raya.

everyone's back from cheer training camp
looks like they had fun, though of course, its tiring
saw the pics, they went to Sentosa and all
sigh
i am feeling so far from reaching my goal of becoming a cheerleader ):

i have made many choices in life
some are good, some turn out bad.
yes, i've been surviving my past 18 years, making choices
i hope that good choices i've made won't stop
right now, i'm pretty unsure

its funny, i'm suppose to be enjoying my hols
why aren't i?
why am i not feeling happy
or elated with what i'm doing
):
sometimes, i do things because i feel like i don't have a choice

okay, enough ranting
got to shower,
open house and cousin's son's birthday later
please cheer me up.

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 4:55 PM

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

ID camp helpers

suppose to be at work right now

but i fell sick ):

on MC today

took half day yesterday

helsp me!

i'm just pushing myself to the extreme.

so typical aqilah.

grrr

right now, i'm working from 8.30am-6pm

then when i come home, i'll bake

that's why i'm really tired

but i'll pull through this :D

work has been fun.

toddlers are super adorable

and you'll get enough of their hugs

centre has been nice.

i don't think i'll want to leave

Magnies are probably training now

sigh, i'm missing them

all the way magnies!

okay, i seriously don't know what else to say

take careeee

shabbyku sayang!

saya kangen padamu

xoxo,

aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 2:43 PM

Sunday, September 6, 2009

cause its you i miss

sorry i have been missing

life has been a rollercoaster ride

decisions to be made

plans made ahead of time (which i never do)

at times, i wish i could just take a break

life's moving at a fast pace

and we can't stop it or slow it down

every decision made, impacts in everything we do

sigh

i started working already.

straight after my 3 days 2 nights ID camp

i went for an interview.

and started work straight away

and that's why i'm missing cheer camp tomorrow

have fun magnies (: i'll be missing you all

amazingly, i always end up in a dilemma

with choices to make

that time was camp, now its work

after getting the job in the childcare,

MOE approved my application for relief teaching

a bit tad of tooo late.

which puts me in a difficult position.

veryyy difficult position

i feel so downright down right now

and i don't know what's affecting me right now

i think i need to sleep

i'm draining myself till i can't drain already

baking+working

wish me luck

till the next update.

xoxo,

aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 1:28 AM