god, listen to my prayers,
please make everything alright
baby, insyallah everything will be fine,
i like that smile on your face,
please always put it on you
i feel your pain.

its late at night,
i'm taking a lil break, from working on my assignment
goal to achieve: finish it by tonight,
editing on Sunday and Monday
cheerioosss for me
(:

i don't want to grow up
i really don't
i don't want to have a complicated adult mind
but i know i'll have too
as much as A01s asked me to grow up
meaning stop fantasizing about princess
being a self proclaimed princess in class
hahahaha
i like being that way, because it makes me feel happy
but one's thing for sure, i'm forever daddy's lil princess a.k.a tiny lil one!
he's still the one combing my hair till now,
massaging me when i'm in pain (:
tying the back of my shirt, saying its a cute ribbon
my daddy's a cute daddy,
and because of him, i never did grew up
i just went out of my comfort zone (:

my parents play a huge part in my life
and when i become a parent, i'll take my parents as an example
wonder what's my kid going to look like
will they have curly hair like me?
idk, but i'm looking forward to it (:

now about people coming and going
i know for sure, i'm going to experience it,
i can't run away from it, and right now, i really don't know how it feels like to lose someone you love so much
i just know that i'll cry
and cry, i know aqilah's suchaaa crybaby
i've got to get someone who's going to tolerate my crying, my whining,
any takers?
lol
kidding, i'm not here to publicize myself (:

okay, stop ranting for now (:
back to work
300 more words to go,
AQILAH is able to do it (:
cause she has all the faith she needs

xoxo,
aqilahoreth