good afternoon dearest diary (:
its an update on me again!
its been a long and tiring week, but i can say that i'm getting use to it
thanks to the company and support i have (:
i shall sidetrack a lil and always try to keep this blog updated.
weekends :
of course spend with dear family,
sister was working, so we didn't do much
i had assignments to complete.
of course isaac is done with his exams.
Monday :
attachment day, quite fully used up
i taught the children how to make birds (:
though it was a little unsuccessful, i think they did a good job
i just have to come up with lesson plans now ):
rahhrahhh
then had to get to school by 4pm
and as i was about to walk down to the bus stop
mede called me!
(:
he dropped me off to school as he was on his way home
thank you karmede!
and i fell asleep in the bus :/
missed my stop, and got to the interchange,
bumped into ZACH!
hahahaha
but i think i was blur sotong lah!
so in total, i've met Herbin, Khai and Zach (:
the trios i'll remember as good friends (:
Tuesday :
baby didn't come to school ):
she was sick, so we had class,
and i was clumsy!
that whole day
goshgosh
i spilled melissa bea's drink, bumped into something
hahahahaha
then i was called bimbo!
aqilah's slenger!
and then mel bea had to tell the whole world about my mistake
-_-
thanks mel bea!
the mistake or can say a joke now
is that, i say ride a car, drive a bike
get it?
lol
we ended class
laughlaugh
i think i laughed too much
like i breathed in laughing gas
Wednesday:
yesterday!
got to school early (:
did my FP
and baby said she couldn't come!
then she turned up!
gosh, i wanted to smack her!
she's sick ): still don't want to rest
had class from 4pm-6pm
oh ya, there's this year 1 girl who scolded me
for something i didnt' do
i was like traumatised
LOL
okay lame
then went for cheerleading
made more new friends!
hahahaha
there's this guy, called gerald or something like that
i think i cannot see his face
i'll laugh like no one's business
ended really, really late!
then i rushed off as daddy picked me up!
((:
yay!
today!
i'm with baby at the atrium now
working on our assignment (:
its due tomorrow
hahahahahaha
so yeah, that's an update about me
oh ya!
i want to add this in my wishlist
to stop being whiny and baby-ish and stand up for myself!
i shall start doing that from now on!
no more baby-ish aqilah
as much as i want to!
i think me behaving the way i am now irritates people
so yes!
i shall be strong!
AQILAH THINK STRONG :D
back to work!
xoxo,
aqilahoreth
cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 12:43 PM
Friday, May 15, 2009
opened up and let you in
you made me feel alright for once in my life
now all that's left of me,
is what i pretend to be,
so together but so broken up insideTGIF?
yes very much please
this is the first week where training starts to be on Wednesday and Friday
haha
endurance is bliss :P
i like what i'm doing (:
okay, anyone if you're wondering
there's a stalker in my blog
HAHAHA
his name is FADZLI (see, i spell correctly :P)
so yeah
i've got assignments piling up
to do list before Monday
- come up with 3 lesson plans (which i already know what i'm going to do)
- finish up anecdotal record
- start on assignment due next Friday
-get coloured pens!
alot eh on my to do list
wish me luck!
i think i'm mentally/emotionally/physically tired
i felt like vomiting when i was in school today
yikes, that sucky feeling
but i bumped into Nashri twice!
he owes me a ride home (:
hahahahahahahahha
baby's feeling better now,
alhamdullilah (:
i love her so very much cause she's very strong
she inspire me alot!
but she say i always cry!
no lohhh, hahaha, i'm abit to emotional lah
Sister has started working!
yay her (:
hahahahaha
go visit her, at Raffles City, Springfield (:
so that's pretty much all of it :)
yay!
xoxo,
aqilahoreth
(i know i'm suppose to reply tags, but really tired, so just note, stalker is fadzli! hahaha)
cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 11:22 PM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
happy belated birthday to one of the sweetest baby i know in polywe've been through so much togethereven the quarrel we hadi hope you had fun on your special daycause its only your smile that matters to meeven if i have to climb the highest mountainor bake and forgo my sleepyou're one person whom i'll do it for (:love you babyape dear ((:and so, the journey begins
hahahaha
well, lets update on Tuesday
Rach's birthday
it was awesome, i baked for the whole class
turned out nice!
i'm so proud that my baking skills are still there
anyway, we surprised her at the MAKAN PLACE
she was sad, cause she thought Saida's not coming
she didn't come for first lecture only :P
hahaha
then we sang her a song at makan place, damn loud lah!
but i like and made her use a hat (:
we had a balloon bought by lovely dee and friends (:
and card made by mel bea and mel chong (:
i love them
hahaha
RUSSEL SIM graduated, and rach and me went to look for him
we took pictures!
and my shoe was wet -_-
damn smelly i swear :/
when i got home, my feet was damn cold, and fair
like it was dead
hahahaha
then we took class pics and all
i had fun
did you baby?
wokay, about today
((:
cheerleading!
i've loved cheerleading ever since bring it on
so i had 'fun'
something spoiled it though
bleah
but oh wellssss
talked to fazli! hahaha
he tagged my board before, saw me dance
funny lahh heee
we did backward roll, foward roll and some trust carry thing
hahaha
i can't carry the guy
pffttt
so much for being strong!
hahahaha
can't wait for stunts
though i don't think i'll be flyer :/
as much as i want to, because so many other people that's smaller than me?
hahaha
oh ya!
i forgot to mention that i won some HSM3 thingyyy!
yay!
won something, i like!
thanks to my cheerleading during prom picutre
hahahahaha
i'm off to bed, exhusted
update soon!
xoxo,
aqilahoreth
cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 11:20 PM
Monday, May 11, 2009
if you could give me wings to fly,
and catch me if i fall
or pull the stars down from the sky,
so i could wish on them all
i couldn't ask for moreHAPPY BELATED MOTHER'S DAY to all the mummies in the world (:
i love mine
and the best thing of all, is to always see a smile on your mum's face (:
i'm almost done with MAYC
alhamdullilah
i hope it don't suckk
i changed my skin (:
but i really miss my old one ):
but i've got to let go of it,
and make this look a lil more or less like the old one
its that time of the month again :/
gahh, painpain
i hate being in pain, who doesn't?
i think, slowly i'm moving away from giving a proper post
cause i always run out of ideas/forgot what to write.
and this sucks, cause my blog is all about my thoughts
for now, i know i'm going to revamped my blog into a better blog
i've got to re-write my wishlist
make it more down to earth reality wishlist
hehe
and of course, to keep editing my work, to make it better (:
can't wait for this coming week,
cheerleading, fun with classmates
i never get bored of A01 (:
cause i love them way too much
till then, its bed calling for ms aqilah oreth/princess aurora
hehehe
xoxo,
aqilahoreth
cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 12:54 AM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
god, listen to my prayers,
please make everything alright
baby, insyallah everything will be fine,
i like that smile on your face,
please always put it on you
i feel your pain.its late at night,
i'm taking a lil break, from working on my assignment
goal to achieve: finish it by tonight,
editing on Sunday and Monday
cheerioosss for me
(:
i don't want to grow up
i really don't
i don't want to have a complicated adult mind
but i know i'll have too
as much as A01s asked me to grow up
meaning stop fantasizing about princess
being a self proclaimed princess in class
hahahaha
i like being that way, because it makes me feel happy
but one's thing for sure, i'm forever daddy's lil princess a.k.a tiny lil one!
he's still the one combing my hair till now,
massaging me when i'm in pain (:
tying the back of my shirt, saying its a cute ribbon
my daddy's a cute daddy,
and because of him, i never did grew up
i just went out of my comfort zone (:
my parents play a huge part in my life
and when i become a parent, i'll take my parents as an example
wonder what's my kid going to look like
will they have curly hair like me?
idk, but i'm looking forward to it (:
now about people coming and going
i know for sure, i'm going to experience it,
i can't run away from it, and right now, i really don't know how it feels like to lose someone you love so much
i just know that i'll cry
and cry, i know aqilah's suchaaa crybaby
i've got to get someone who's going to tolerate my crying, my whining,
any takers?
lol
kidding, i'm not here to publicize myself (:
okay, stop ranting for now (:
back to work
300 more words to go,
AQILAH is able to do it (:
cause she has all the faith she needs
xoxo,
aqilahoreth
cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 1:23 AM
Thursday, May 7, 2009
'Cause I need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing.
'Cause the scars run so deep
It's been hard but I have to believe
simply because nothing else gives me the solace anymore
its been more than a week since i last updatedddd
lets trackback on what has happened
- fantabulous long weekend with the family+shasha(godsister)
- went to Sentosa, tried to thorn (failed, everyone fell asleep)
- started attachment and it was awesome, teachers were all nice, thank god!
- itouch spoiled :/not good news, its all blank now
- didn't get into SSC committee ):
- joined Magnum Force cheerleading
so basically, that's my updated life
nothing much,
its the 3rd week of school
i've got an assignment due next week,
tests are coming,
teachers are extremely nice
days in school has been different though
hot weather is a killerrr,
aqilah's not hyper much ):
soonsoon
its the start of the school
and i know its the heat that's always dawning on me that causes my headaches
and making me lose appetite
rahhhrahhh
back to assignmentss
sorry updates are not that much
i'm still missing the oot-oots
next meetup is when deanna got the video! and the picturesss( :
eggxiteddd
xoxo,
aqilahoreth
cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 7:20 PM
