going down memory lane
where past memories hunt you
those beautiful yet painful ones
keeping them close to you

taking a lil 'break' from the stress + tiring day
thoughts filled my mind
thoughts of the future,
what am i going to become?
what am i going to do?
what am i going to be looking forward to?
its damn scary.

just had a talk with bffe,
natashakeira! imy babe!
see, even though she's far away, i'm still updating her with things (:
i said " singapore is waiting for you to come home"
hahaha
and then we randomly talk about how old we're getting
and the next thing we know, we're going through work, marriages, kids, family.

i loveee hotmail because of emails i can keep
and its all dear to me,
emails from people far away.
emails from admires (ahem!)
lol
emails,emails.
and then, when you need to stop thinking too much,
just open some random one and it can make your day!

i am afraid
afraid to get hurt
afraid of failures
afraid to grow older and face the world
afraid of ghost
afraid of cockroach
afraid of pain
afraid of needles
ever thought that you will be afraid of everything
and then you stop and think that you will have to overcome it sooner or later?

these are my random thoughts,
just running through my mind
1 week of school till term break!
something everyone's been waiting for!
((:
but first, i have to get through presentation, assessments,projects due!
and then, well i can say,
the part where fun, joy, laughter, happiness, enjoyment, late mornings
yay to that!
till then, its back to work, and reports
means, plenty cups of coffee + brands essence of chicken

toodles all

xoxo,
aqilahoreth