the one who is troubled
and feeling empty inside
)':
the one who is on the verge of breaking down.

daddy's hospitalised
suspected dengue or the chikunya thingy
his blood thingy low,
sorry, i don't remember the medical terms for it

knowing that daddy isn't home,
and not because of him being at batam,
is sad
he's lying all alone, without all of us there
which he'll love too cause he loves our presence
even though how irritating we can be
or how demanding
or how we don't listen
or how stubborn are we
he even said he love all his 3 children when he got addmitted )':
and that's why, i love him alot
please get well soon daddy
cause i still want to go shop with you and spend the weekends with you
i really do

and, tasha is leaving tomorrow )':
gahhh :/
i've always didn't want this day to come
its 12am now
she's leaving in about 16 hours?
that's less then 24 hours
and its super fast

i've never thought of the day, where my best friend will leave far away
all i can feel is sad, yet not helping to do anything
its the helpless feeling, for daddy and tasha
my family, and friend, who mean the world to me
i love them more then i love myself
)':
i reallyyy doo

right now, job is alright
and i know that hard work pays off
and i was paid for this week work
i can't wait to work with lil' anais next week
the girl who dreams to be a barbie + doctor + driver
and she's totally adorable that people thinks that i'm her mother. or sister
-_-
i don't even look french or white

bleah, idk what to write anymore
i've got to stop crying a river
cause its not going to help anyone

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DEAREST SISTER THAT I LOVE
who turned 19th yesterday,
:D
i hope the surprise was alright, i really tried my best
but know that you'll be the bestest friend i'll ever have my entire life.
cause i love you alot sister
*hugs*

alright, till next time,
when i'm feeling better

xoxo,
aqilahoreth