that lil' princesss

Monday, February 13, 2012

hello dear bloggers,
it's the February of the year 2012
the month of love.

so many things has happened since the new year has started
i have been a busy bee, juggling 2 projects at work
as well as the opening of the new centre
to the extend, that i haven't been keeping up with myself.

i'm weighing university applications now,
applying to every available and recognized uni to pursue my studies in psychology.
yes, it is difficult, i'm not finding it easy at all but i got to do it.
getting all my information right.
sending in the correct documents

and yes, i am sick again.
it's twice already for this year
i guess i overwork myself till i forgot to rest
i've got to get my sickness away

we're all chasing for our dreams
going through different paths
what i feel disappointed about is losing the people i love along the way
trust me, that feeling is more disappointing than ever.
i could never describe how i feel about it

but ive always told people,
friends come and go,
only those who stays that matters and to be treasured
so the truth is, you can be surrounded by only a million people
but which one is true enough to be with you no matter what

so cheers to the friendship that stays
and to those which didn't, sayonara

and i'm out!
toodles

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 6:30 PM

Saturday, December 31, 2011

2011 is coming to an end
another chapter closes, and another opens.
so let's summarize significant events that has happened this year.

First, it was my graduation
yes, i'm a graduand from Ngee Ann Polytechnic's diploma in Early Childhood.
i had my graduation day, I finally got my official diploma.

Next, my job
I am now currently a full time English teacher under NTUC First Campus
my first full time job and even though it is hard work
i can't deny I am enjoying myself with the achievements.

Also, i got my license this year
and i paid for my own license (:

Highlights of this year,
got to be my 21st birthday
which was way beyond what i expected.
my fairytale birthday :)

2011 has it's ups and downs
challenges and achievements
i'm glad, i made full use of it.
and i thank everyone who has been part of my 2011 beautiful memories
no doubt, 2012 will be a brand new year, but the past years that i have gone through,
will definitely never be forgotten.

as much as life is all about what ifs,
that is the thrill isn't it?
decisions to make, future to look forward to.

let's look forward to a better year ahead.
2012......
hmmmmm....
i have yet to think about the goals i want to acheive
all i'm praying for is for me to get a Degree
insyAllah, god's willing
cause everything happens for a reason
i believe that.

so let's say GOODBYE 2011
and HELLO 2012 (:

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 8:45 AM

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

this is one of the many reasons why i enjoy work.

as much as i have loads of workload piling up.

part of the jobscope is to have fun (:

well hello dear bloggers.

i have been missing since forever.

it's not easy keeping a blog while working

especially in this line

i just feel tired as soon as i get home.

well, let's just talk a little about updates on my life.

firstly, i have a decision to make.

a decision for my future.

when i think about it, it's just so very painful.

i have so many dreams i wish to chase, to fulfill.

but i keep telling myself this, as much as i want to do it all,

i must learn to make myself happy as well.

this comes to decision of going to a UNI

yes, i desperately want to go back to studying.

but i realise that i don't have the means for it

or rather, i didn't think deep into it.

sigh.

i've turned 21, on the 5th of December 2011

and i had an amazing Hollywood Red Carpet Theme party.

it was like a fairytale come true. i had a beautiful dress, everyone looked gorgeous,

most importantly i hope everyone enjoyed themselves.

although it was raining,

i am really thankful for those who made the effort to come

cause i know i put in alot of effort to make it happen

and also, to thank those who has made it happen.

who helped me with the decorations, decisions, buying of stuffs

to guests who came, and i received a whole lot of presents,

thank you

turning a year older never felt so special.

had my first D&D on the 10th December 2011

the theme was around the world

i had fun with my colleagues (:

though food was disgusting.

but yeah, i had fun.

so i'm going to have an early night.

but i still got decisions to make.

hmmm

let's pray, insyallah i make the right ones.

amin.

god's willing.

and with the support of my loving family.

xoxo,

aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 10:10 PM

Thursday, November 3, 2011

missed me much?

well hello dear bloggers.

November is here

and i've got less than a month till my 21st birthday

planning it big this year, but i realised that i'm short of time

so everything should start right now.

invites will be out soon and i am still thinking of how to make it. hmmmmm

work so far has been really busy.

with the closure for the year

means portfolio, log books, environment set up.

i'm feeling the tension cause it's the first time i'm going through it

but i am definitely getting the hang of everything :)

alhamdullilah.

with the support of my family,

i know i can pull through anything

so how has life been treating me?

i can never be more contented with everything that i am given

every opportunity to do something new.

every chance to improve myself.

i just wish i could do more

and i wished my health could be better than how it is now.

pfft.

health has always been my threat.

right now, i'm taking a little time off from work.

to update this lovely, but dead blog of mine.

relationship with the boy's been alright.

we haven't been meeting but when we get the chance to,

we treasure that opportunity.

i hope it is enough, for everything (:

hmmmm.

this is such a brief summary.

i miss my toddlers everytime i'm not at work

shows how attached i am to them

hahaha.

goodnight bloggers.

sweetest dreams tonight

xoxo,

aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 11:01 PM

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

happy 50th birthday daddy

today, my superhero turns 50!

it sounds like such a big number

but he seem younger than his age (:

guess that is because he has been keeping himself fit.

i love you daddy

sooooo.

i know i said i'll be updating.

but i guess my life as a teacher was never easy.

i have a very trying past 3 weeks

accommodating to him being in NS

he finally booked out last Friday, 23rd September.

the first time we spend our monthsery not together.

things changed

but i've got to get used to it.

the day after he booked out, we met up!

i was sooo happy to see him (:

we went on our 2nd raya together

though it's our 3rd year celebrating it together.

hahaha

we covered so many houses.

but i knew, i had him, that's all that matters

this is our test, in this relationship, if we make it or not

we talked about it

talked about how we're going to work things out

he's so patient to my situation and he always reassures that things are going to be okay

even if we don't get to meet

he still wants to know what happens to me,

even though he may be tired or busy

he texts me with every opportunity he gets

and i thank god, for all the effort he's putting into this

i guess only time can tell us which path we'll go into i guess

all i know, i'm thankful for all of this

i'm thankful for you Nashri Ja'afar

thank you for everything.

okay, it's back to portfolios!

i still got to complete 9 more children.

toodles all!

xoxo,

aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 8:06 PM

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Day 5- 14th September 2011

today was such a fruitful day.
my classroom has never been cleaner for a very long time
thanks to the 'special' person who's coming tomorrow.
I was setting up my dramatic corner, cleaned my cupboard.
I'm a happy girl (:

I love seeing how my dear children are growing up so fast
they use to not speak any words, now, hearing them say my name makes me
a happy teacher.
this is why, being passionate with the children is the key ingredient in a teacher.
they make me look forward to work.
all 12 of them (:

OT today, and I worked till 6pm.
then I was caught in the rain on my way home (:
rain, and yes, I love the rain more than anything.
it feels like blessing from god.
that tomorrow will be better.

supposed to watch a movie with Nasriah today,
but since daddy was on leave, I thought I'll postponed it to tomorrow instead (:
so I went home. and will be meeting Nasriah tomorrow.

the days are so cold w/o you around.
but the song that's on repeat, forever and always.
yes, I'll always remember what you said to me (:
8 more days! I'm slowly getting used to it.
insyAllah okay?

watching rush hour 3 with the family now (:
movies with the family is the best (:

always looking forward to a better tomorrow!
goodnight (: sweetest most comfortablest

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 7:56 PM

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

sorry for not updating yesterday,
so this post is for day 3 & 4

day 3: 12th September 2011

my first morning call made by you (:

daddy was on MC today
he fell sick, having mild bronchitis.

it was my training day,
i had to go all the way to mountbatten to go for my training.
throughout the train ride, i was listening to this song
it reminds me of you, of course technically you're not entirely gone like this song
but then, always and forever, always and forever.

so here, enjoy this song. for you.

during training, i was chosen to present my assignment
are you proud of me?
there were so many other teachers, but i was chosen.
haha.

ended my training late so i rushed back to the centre
and time was passing by so slow.
ironic cause i wanted to do alot of things but i couldn't cause i had to take care of the children

after work, went to meet my dear family for dinner
i had tom yam ban mian and then i remembered how you ate the fish soup
but not finishing the vegetables.
hahaha.
silly boy, and i always get mad and agitated when you do that
i bought for my mum mooncake
oh ya, did you know yesterday was moon cake festival?
yeah, so i bought for mummy mooncake and then we all went home

as daddy was sick, everyone stayed in his room to watch tv
i realised transporter was actually a nice show.
then we all slept early.
i slept after your phone call
and i realise i'm sleeping earlier and earlier each day.

day 4: 13th September 2011

that's today, woke up feeling queasy
so i texted you
i know my texts to you makes you feel uneasy, you being there and me being here
i'm sorry

i just don't know how to express myself i guess

i'll be spending the whole day at home

taking care of dear daddy

it's not nice to see him sick like that

i know you won't be able to call tonight

it's okay

you called me enough times this afternoon to ensure i'm fine

and i thank you for that

it's quite a hazy period now yeah bloggers

so please, hydrate yourself, those who has asthma,

please do bring out your inhaler just in case

and i know many people are falling sick

it is not nice to see people fall sick ):

take care bloggers!

shall update again tomorrow

i shall start on doing my children's portfolio

and completing it

since everyone's asleep now and i'm the only one awake

toodles!

xoxo,

aqilahoreth

cause it was you whom i fell in love with
♥ 3:38 PM